(Episode 17)
Are you done with your part-time job?
Are you here to ask me that?
I wanted to thank you for the gimbap.
If you have time,
why don't we do the counseling we missed today?
Counseling, my foot!
Then why don't we just talk?
What would a traitor have to say to me?
I'm sorry for not keeping our promise today.
I heard you talking to the deputy director.
Why were you nice to me? You only ended up confusing me.
You're just like everyone else.
You toyed with my feelings.
I thought you'd be different.
Are you kidding me?
Why did you come if you were going to be like this?
I haven't even counted to 100 yet.
I was counting to see how long it takes for you to come back.
You make me so angry!
When you're this angry, just go ahead and hit me.
Like this.
That actually hurts.
About what you heard earlier...
That's not how I truly feel.
To be honest,
ever since we first met,
you were different from the other patients.
How so?
Every time we met,
you left an imprint of yourself.
How was I different?
The moment we first met, I knew right away...
that you were very sick.
So you're saying I'm seriously ill.
We are similar.
I have a new goal.
I will stop you from chasing after your adoptive mother.
I want to help you get back onto...
the stage of a musical.
Dr. Lee.
- You like me, don't you? - Pardon?
Why else would you be...
this nice to me?
Don't like me.
You'll say you like me, then just run away.
I don't run away.
The reason I want to treat you...
is also because I want to overcome my trauma.
That's how you are...
helping me.
A long time ago,
I had a patient similar to you.
I couldn't cure her.
So, to me, you are...
a mountain I must climb.
If you get better, I get better as well.
Either way.
You like me, don't you?
I don't.
- I found out. - You're completely wrong.
From now on, I'll speak with you at appointed times in my office.
We'll begin tomorrow.
The hospital will text you.
Please be on time.
I should get going, then.
He's avoiding me.
How did she notice?
She's so quick-witted.
(Emergency Medical Center)
Hello, doctor.
- An attempted suicide? - Yes. This way.
His guardian said he ingested all the medication at home,
so we pumped his stomach.
Okay.
- He's a fireman? - I think so.
My brother was diagnosed with PTSD.
(Post-traumatic stress disorder)
For a while, he went to a hospital...
associated with the Fire and Disaster Management Headquarters.
Was he a rescue worker?
He's currently on leave.
- Then why is he wearing... - He won't take it off.
He even sleeps in it. He's not normal.
Could you tell me in detail what his symptoms are like?
At home, he can't stand seeing something plugged in.
He unplugs the rice cooker.
Today, we fought because I left the hairdryer plugged in.
Even at a restaurant, he counts the fire extinguishers,
and checks where the emergency exit is first.
Doctor. Please admit my brother.
I'm afraid his obsession will kill our family first.
To the seclusion room.
Help him change first.
- No, leave him as is. - Why?
His sister asked us to.
He can change after a consultation tomorrow.
He could alarm our other patients.
That's why I sent him to the seclusion room.
Leave him be for now.
He's here now, so we'll take our time.
I'm sure he'll get better. Don't worry too much.
Okay.
Do help us out.
Who's she?
The guardian of an attempted suicide from the ER.
We admitted him.
What's the cause?
I think he has PTSD and MDD.
(Major depressive disorder)
Why are you still here? Didn't you go home?
- I'm here to sleep. - You have a home.
Why are you on ER night duty? What about the residents?
They wanted to throw Noo Ri a party at Gongbap Restaurant.
Woo Jung and Se Chan are back, so I'm leaving now.
Are you? Then shall we have a drink too?
- Are you in a good mood? - No.
- I'm not. - You are.
I'm not. Nothing happened. I'm not in a good mood.
If you don't want to drink, quit talking nonsense and go home.
Bye.
He is.
The reason I want to treat you,
is also because I want to overcome my trauma.
That's how you are...
helping me.
Does he mean I'm his doctor?
He'll help me get back on stage.
How lovely.
(Eun Kang Medical Center)
There's a fire.
You'll be okay.
Are you okay?
Wake up!
Wake up. Wake up.
It's okay.
Darn it.
Fire! There's a fire! Wake up.
Wake up, everyone!
You must get out! Get out of here!
Wake up. Get up!
Are you all right? Do you see me?
You must get out. Get out of here!
There's a fire! It's burning!
- There's a fire! - Fire! We're on fire!
- What? - Fire!
It's okay. Are you okay? Are you hurt?
You must get out of here. Follow me.
No, no! It's okay!
There's a fire! We must get out!
Fire! There's a fire!
There are people inside! I must save them!
- Calm down. - Fire!
- Hello? - Dr. Lee.
I need you in the ward.
Why? What's the matter?
Okay, I got it. I'll be right there.
I'm on my way.
It's okay. There's no danger.
Let's all return to bed.
Let go of me.
Calm down, now.
- Relax. - No.
- What happened? - Sorry for waking you.
I called Dr. In and he told me to call you first.
- Okay. - There are people inside.
Are you all right?
It's fine.
There are people inside.
- They must be saved. - Yes, I understand.
First of all, breathe in and out very deeply.
Do as I say.
Breathe in. Breathe out.
Good. Breathe in. Breathe out.
Breathe in. Breathe out.
Very good.
Good.
What do you see?
Name three things you see in front of you.
A ping-pong table.
A bookshelf.
Can you read this for me?
(Lee Si Joon)
"Medical Psychiatry Center".
"Lee Si Joon".
Where do you think you are right now?
Can you take a look at what they're wearing?
A white coat.
And white shoes.
Why are you laughing?
I don't know. I can't help myself.
I think I've gone mad.
Hey, you're here.
There's your doctor.
Hello, I'm your doctor, In Dong Hyuk.
Who locked me up here?
Will you please excuse us, Dr. Lee?
Okay, sure.
You punk! How could you laugh?
How could you be laughing right now?
Get up! Come here, you punk!
Get up, you punk! How dare you come here?
Come outside! Follow me outside, you darn punk!
I heard you were diagnosed with PTSD.
I don't care. I want to go home right now.
No, I can't let you leave.
Do you want me to explain what just happened...
because of you?
You had...
a flashback, didn't you?
Bye, sir.
Dr. Lee.
- Hey. - How are the patients?
They're all stable.
Thank you a lot.
What about the firefighter?
I told him to get some sleep.
Tomorrow, I'm going to talk to him and start out with drug treatment.
Why don't you also combine cognitive behavioral therapy?
He became stable earlier through grounding techniques.
(Grounding techniques: A cognitive exercise...)
(for patients who suffer from flashbacks)
I'll take care of it.
I'm sorry.
I'll see you.
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I'll call you again.
Bye. Thank you.
(Gongbap Restaurant)
What brings you here so early in the morning?
I came early to help you open the restaurant.
I get nervous every time you do things you normally don't do.
What's going on this time?
You disappeared all of a sudden yesterday.
Did you meet Dr. Lee?
I'm impressed.
How did you know?
It turns out I had a misunderstanding.
Yesterday, he told me...
that he'll help me stop chasing after my adoptive mother.
I was so touched.
How touching.
To be honest, he's also sick.
He has to deal with you...
and so many other patients.
It'd be hard for him to stay sane.
It's nice that you guys resolved your misunderstandings.
You can receive treatment and go out with him. I don't care.
But you'd better be careful.
He won't hurt me again.
That's not what I mean.
I'm telling you to be careful for his sake.
He might get in trouble at work...
if rumor spreads that you guys are dating.
I'm willing to support you since you like him so much.
But that won't be the case for Dr. Lee.
People don't see things the way they are.
They might get the wrong idea about your relationship.
You're right.
Okay. I promise...
that I'll be careful for his sake.
According to Ji Hee, he's not on good terms...
with the deputy director.
I'm the deputy director of this hospital.
Oh, I see.
You're the actor who helps our stage therapy sessions, right?
Now, I get it. The deputy director approached me on purpose.
He approached me to get Dr. Lee in trouble.
My gosh, I had no idea.
I answered every single question he asked me.
But I had a bad feeling.
I had a bad feeling about him when he talked to me.
He used me to get Dr. Lee in trouble.
Give me that.
Hello.
You're coming to work already?
I can come outside now. It's all thanks to you.
I can't stay hidden in the dark forever.
I'm glad you're here.
Hey, Noo Ri.
Welcome back.
Welcome her after you take a shower.
- This way. - What... What time is it?
My biggest worry is that I have a hard time controlling my emotions.
Every time I get angry, it gets out of control.
Dr. Ji told me to suppress my anger just for six seconds.
But that's a very long time.
Let me ask you something since we're talking about Dr. Ji.
You're angry at her, aren't you?
Well, I was.
But not anymore.
Why were you so angry?
When I found out that you two had talked about me behind my back,
I felt so embarrassed as if I was stripped naked.
It felt like I got kicked out with nothing on me.
Woo Joo, by any chance,
did anyone ever do that to you when you were young?
Was it someone from the orphanage or your foster parent?
Did it ever happen?
No, it never happened.
Why don't we eat with Dr. Ji one day...
so you guys can reconcile with each other?
Sure.
How do you feel when you imagine yourself reconciling with Dr. Ji?
How should I put it?
It's like going for a walk on a spring night.
And the breeze is just the right temperature.
It's not too hot, and it's not too cold.
It feels like I'm enjoying a nice walk.
What do you think this is?
It's called happiness.
People have the ability to destroy each other,
but we also have the ability to heal each other.
And reconciling with others...
plays a big role in making us feel happy.
(Department of Psychiatry)
Mr. Deputy Director. Hello.
Hello, are you here to meet Dr. Lee?
- No. - Are you here for stage therapy?
I'm here to meet you.
Me?
Do you have something to say to me?
How could you do that to me?
- Pardon? - You spied on me, didn't you?
What are you talking about?
You asked me so many questions about my personal life.
Why did you ask me those questions?
Come this way.
What was your purpose?
Will you lower your voice?
I think there's a misunderstanding.
You gave off such a nice first impression,
so I answered all your questions.
But you can't use your kind face to commit fraud.
What? "Fraud"?
You told everything to the director!
Don't you think you are a bit harsh?
Imagine how upset I must feel to be like this right now.
Upset about what?
There's nothing going on between me and Dr. Lee.
But you spread rumors all over the hospital.
I never said anything.
I overheard you...
talking to Dr. Lee.
You must not know this,
but I signed a contract when I started doing stage therapy.
You can't abuse your power on me just because I work part-time.
I'm going to keep working here until the contract ends.
And if you ever happen to fire me,
I'll upload a post about it on my social media account.
Do you understand?
What the...
My gosh.
I bet Dr. Lee told her to do this.
I'm sure of it.
That little punk.
You see, Dr. In.
I see ghosts.
They're not ghosts. You're just having flashbacks.
It's a symptom that PTSD patients frequently experience.
That's the same thing.
My marriage didn't even last two years.
Why do you think so?
I have nightmares every night.
When I wake up, the entire place is filled with smoke.
I smell a body burning somewhere.
And I swear I find myself in the middle of a fire accident.
People are collapsed here and there.
And I go around like a crazy person trying to save them.
Do you know what my wife said to me as we got a divorce?
She told me she wants to sleep in peace.
Then why are you still wearing that? Don't you feel uncomfortable in it?
It's my way of punishing myself.
The kids...
They would've suffocated to death...
in that hot fire.
So I feel bad about wearing comfortable clothes...
and being fine about it.
Help!
Please help!
Wake up! Wake up!
Wake up!
You guys!
Wake up!
Wake up, you guys!
No...
Hey!
Baek Hong Min. A 35-year-old firefighter.
He's currently suffering from both PTSD and MDD.
About 10 months ago, he was at the scene of the fire...
that broke out at the middle school training center.
And currently, he's suffering from severe flashbacks.
According to the functional MRI scans,
the amygdala became way too overactive...
when he was given a negative stimulus.
I plan on doing a 1 on 1 counseling along with drug treatment.
And once he becomes a bit more stable,
I'll start giving him cognitive behavioral therapy.
One of my patients is also a firefighter suffering from PTSD.
But his symptoms are completely the opposite.
- He can't feel anything. - Nothing?
He even turns off the stove with his bare hands...
because he isn't scared of fire.
He told me he doesn't feel a thing...
even when he sees dead people with amputated arms and legs.
I also have a similar patient.
He's also a firefighter.
At first, he told me it was tormenting to see dead people.
But one day, he suddenly changed...
and told me he doesn't feel a thing even when he sees a corpse...
that died a terrible death.
How are you treating him right now?
He stopped receiving treatment three months ago.
Dr. In.
What do you think about grouping PTSD patients with similar trauma...
and treating them together?
- You mean group therapy? - Yes.
No, we can't do that.
It'll only make things worse for patients with...
different severities and conditions.
I think it might be different when the patients...
have experienced similar trauma.
Mr. Baek keeps having flashbacks...
even after 10 months.
So I'm guessing it might be better to try something different.
I agree that we should try something different.
But group therapy isn't the answer.
Then what else can we do...
other than cognitive behavioral therapy?
We'll have to look into it,
but I think stage therapy...
could also be an alternative.
And he also has serious problems with his family.
I get what you're worried about.
But it's very effective for patients with similar traumas...
to share their stories with each other.
Why don't we give that a try?
It could become another case study.
I'm sure we have other firefighters among our patients...
who experienced something similar in the past.
Let's try treating them together.
Dr. Ji goes to the National Center for Disaster Trauma.
So I'll ask her for help.
Really? That's great.
Then call Dr. Ji and...
Hello.
I'm In Dong Hyuk, a doctor at Eun Kang Medical Center.
When you called me in person,
I was so very surprised.
I usually go through the Social Welfare Team,
but this time, I wanted to explain in person.
I apologize for surprising you.
You shouldn't apologize. I meant to say I was very pleased.
It's the first time you contacted me.
Is it?
What patient is it this time?
He's a firefighter who suffers from post-traumatic stress disorder...
or PTSD.
Read this.
Here's some information.
Oh, this fire.
I remember it. Was he on the scene?
Yes.
I almost teared up just reading about it.
It must've been so hard on...
I once worked part-time at a trauma center.
While I was there, I saw...
many firefighters and police officers...
suffering from PTSD.
Did you? That's great.
I'll build on the experience...
and study really hard.
I think you're so empathetic.
- Is that a good thing? - It is.
The purpose of...
this stage therapy session...
is to determine what kind of trauma he suffered in the fire.
I understand. I'll read the information and work hard.
Thank you.
Dr. Lee.
(Eun Kang Medical Center)
- Your plan was quite impressive. - What plan?
Making Han Woo Joo threaten me.
Sorry?
Is she really a patient?
She didn't even listen to me and was quite feisty.
Did you meet her?
Come on. Don't pretend you don't know.
You're the one who made her do it.
You told her to tell me that you two weren't dating...
and if she couldn't do stage therapy anymore,
she'd post it on the social media for abuse of power.
You're the one who made her say all that.
- I never did that. - Then how does she know?
That the director wants to kick her out?
Since she heard it herself.
Whatever. I don't want to hear excuses.
Make her quit immediately. That's what the director wants.
I don't even want to see her around anymore.
I'll make her quit.
But not right now.
- What? - We can't just...
kick people out like this.
Ms. Han needs time to prepare herself.
So, are you saying you'll ignore my order?
I'm sorry.
(Deputy Director's Office)
- It's a cheesecake. - It's your favorite.
You remembered.
I know everything about you, except that you like sports.
What did you mean by what you said on the phone?
You're planning on group treatment for trauma patients?
I need your help.
How can I help?
If you know any patients who have similar symptoms...
and work as firefighters,
can you ask them if they can participate?
There is a patient of mine who used to be a firefighter...
during the middle school training center fire incident.
- I'll ask him. - Really? That's great.
There are some other patients...
at the National Center for Disaster Trauma.
Although they worked in different fields,
I'll check if they can also participate.
Thanks.
A cheesecake won't cut it though, got it?
Of course. I'll buy dinner.
- And drinks. - Okay.
Let's watch a movie too.
Sure. Let's do that.
How about going on a trip?
Si Joon, do you have special feelings for Woo Joo?
You're not denying it.
From the moment we first met,
it's true she was different from others.
All this time, I lied to myself...
and kept denying it.
But I'm just going to accept it now.
After making that decision,
you're the first person who came to my mind.
Why?
I was confused about whether I should thank you...
or say I'm sorry.
Looking at your face right now,
I guess I should say I'm sorry.
To be honest, I went to see you to tell you how I felt that day.
I guess I missed my timing again.
I've started meeting Woo Joo in my office now.
I'll make sure she's cured...
and I'll also overcome my trauma.
I'll ask the patients and call you.
Drive safely.
Young Won.
We're still friends, right?
You don't have friends.
Who would want to be your friend besides me?
I...
fought with my husband again yesterday.
Did you try to stop him from driving again?
I didn't want to,
but every time he gets behind the wheel,
my heart is about to burst...
and I can't breathe.
We were on our way to a gathering yesterday,
but I couldn't take it anymore and asked him to let me off.
After the car accident,
your husband has overcome his trauma...
even when he was the driver,
but your condition isn't improving.
Why do you think that is?
Is it...
because I was injured more?
Rather than that,
I think you're still blaming your husband.
"We got in an accident because of you."
Isn't this what you're thinking?
I have to admit that's true.
In order to overcome your trauma,
you need to stop thinking like that first.
No.
I'm going to hate him.
He's the one that made me like this.
He said he can't live with me anymore...
- and asked for a divorce. - He probably doesn't mean it.
He does.
He said it's boring to live with me...
and that since he can't drive, we can't even go on a trip.
I'm so sorry.
It's okay. Don't hold it in and cry all you want.
If you hold in your tears, you'll leave a bruise on your heart.
This is all my fault...
Why are you crying?
I feel upset too.
I heard that African natives...
hold a large rock close to their hearts...
whenever they cross a river.
So they won't be swept away by the current if they fall.
In my opinion, a trauma...
is just like that rock we hold close to our hearts.
One day, that rock will help you overcome the difficulties of life.
Since trauma is also another big part of our lives.
Right?
- Yes? - Are you at Gongbap Restaurant?
Yes.
Can we meet right now?
Why? I'm really busy.
Why do you want to meet me when I'm so busy?
If I keep slacking off like this,
I'll get fired from Gongbap Restaurant.
Did you meet the deputy director?
Darn it.
He already told you about it?
- I gave him a warning. - You threatened him.
You told him not to abuse his authority.
I guess he told you every single detail.
Are you in a bind because of me again?
No.
The deputy director apologized to me...
and hoped you could continue to work.
Don't lie.
He didn't seem like that type of person.
I'm not lying.
Woo Joo, but...
this isn't a permanent job for you, right?
You know that one day, you'll have to quit, don't you?
Even if that day suddenly comes,
I don't want you to be shocked.
I came here to tell you this.
Of course, I know. I'm not thinking of doing this forever either.
I'm going to practice singing from now on...
and look for another job.
All right, then.
In order to wish for a better tomorrow,
how about a high five?
- Wait. Why aren't you letting go? - They're stuck!
- What's wrong? - Our hands are stuck.
- They must be stuck. - I need to go now.
- What's wrong with my hands? - They're stuck to mine.
- The receiver cannot be reached... - He's not answering.
If he's still not answering, maybe he switched hospitals.
Even when he didn't have therapy,
we kept in touch from time to time.
He called back.
Hi, how are you?
Oh, are you his wife?
I'm Eun Kang Hospital Medical Psychiatry Center's
Doctor Noh Woo Jung.
I called to speak to your husband.
Is he out?
Pardon?
What do you mean?
Woo Jung?
What?
He died a month ago.
What?
(From "Screening Humanity", November 19, 2001)
Hello.
You didn't sleep last night?
Your face is all puffy.
My ears rang all night.
I couldn't sleep a wink.
Oh, dear.
Let's try switching your medication.
Yes, doctor.
So Yoon, you are leaving today, right?
- Are you going back to school? - Yes.
Don't come back because you miss me.
Okay.
Do you have any complaints?
You're sweating a lot.
Since when?
I sweated all night.
Oh, dear. You must feel down.
I'll adjust your medication.
Tell me if there's anything you want to eat.
I'll buy it for you.
What should we do about the patient's ringing ears?
Switching her medication won't help.
We changed her medication many times already.
Bring me the list of medicine she was on.
The patient who sweated a lot all night.
What's your problem?
I apologize.
Did you know Ms. Jeong Eun Hee had cold sweats all night?
- I didn't. - Why? She's your patient.
She can't sleep, so reduce her SSRI dose,
and mix in an anti-anxiety drug.
Observe for a few days.
If nothing changes, switch medication.
Yes, doctor.
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Dr. Lee.
- Yes? - I have something to tell you.
What is it?
It's about Woo Jung.
Why is your face so puffy?
I didn't sleep last night.
I stayed up.
What did you do all night?
I wrote a script.
For stage therapy.
Don't ask to see it. I won't show it to you yet.
Why did you suddenly write a script?
I was watching a documentary,
and something came to mind.
About five years ago,
I worked with some PTSD patients.
I'd forgotten all about it,
but I suddenly remembered it yesterday.
So I wrote a script based on those experiences.
What was your duty?
To give hugs.
Give hugs?
Yes.
I hugged people who had suddenly lost...
family members in accidents.
They all thought of me as their dead daughter,
and cried so much.
I hugged them all as if I were their daughter.
Afterward, I went to give hugs when I didn't have to.
You did a great thing.
What about you?
You said you suffered from trauma.
Did you ever do that?
One method of treating PTSD...
involves a "safety zone" or "safe space".
When painful memories return,
or one has a negative thought,
they imagine their favorite place or what they like to do...
to calm themselves.
What you did for them...
was something along the same line.
You became their daughter.
Will you stand up?
- What for? - Stand up.
I think you need this too.
You're back?
Father, you're home.
Why are you always drunk?
I apologize.
You're a doctor and you're like this over a dead patient?
You're so weak.
Don't even come home if you'll be like this.
- Father. - What?
Can you...
not just...
console me?
Why are you always so displeased?
Console you?
Shall I hug you or something?
Yes. Give me a hug.
To me, that's what I need right now.
You pathetic fool.
Dr. Lee. Why are we out here?
Let's run.
You want to run?
Running makes us excrete adrenaline.
It's the best way to overcome trauma.
And it helps you sleep.
You look like you didn't sleep at all last night.
We'll run five rounds.
- That many? - If you lose to me,
you can't become a doctor.
There's no such rule like that.
There is if I say so.
Get ready! Go!
Dr. Lee! That's not fair!
Dr. Lee!
About a month ago, he texted me.
I had a bad feeling about it,
but I just let it go.
Now that I look back,
I think it was him asking for help.
I let him down.
Do you think you're a Marvel hero?
I'm a psychiatrist.
Do you think psychiatrists are that great?
We're not that great.
We can always make a mistake.
And we can fall into despair easier than anyone.
We're just human, like everyone else.
I know that.
- Do you really? - I think psychiatrists...
are like lookouts.
We watch over those who are in danger.
You know well.
It's fine, then.
(PTSD Stage Therapy)
Incredible.
- It's moving. - Is it good enough?
How did you think of this?
Based on my part-time work experience.
- Did you show Dr. Lee? - No.
This session is for Dr. In's patient.
Dr. Lee must have a PTSD patient.
This isn't the complete version. It still needs some work.
Good for you.
It's the social worker.
Hello?
Why did you call at this hour?
Yes.
I don't quite get what you mean.
What did you say?
Let's talk in person. Where are you?
I can't wait until tomorrow.
You do know this is upsetting, right?
Wait. Don't hang up on me.
Hello?
What's wrong?
One,
2, 3.
Were you fired?
- Hey, don't. Woo Joo! - Why?
Let go. Put this down.
Darn it.
You want to call Dr. Lee? Not in this state.
- I just got fired. - I know.
But complain tomorrow.
I can't wait until tomorrow!
I'm not a full-time employee, but isn't this just wrong?
I worked so hard.
Give me my phone. Now!
Woo Joo! I guarantee that...
Dr. Lee knows nothing about this.
Think carefully. Who do you think did this?
- The deputy director. - Yes.
What'll happen if you tell Dr. Lee?
You'll just start a fight.
Hold back today,
and talk to the deputy director in private tomorrow.
If you want to yell, yell at the deputy director!
Darn it.
You said you like Dr. Lee.
You want to get along.
(Eun Kang Medical Center)
All the firefighters here suffer from similar trauma.
Would you share your stories?
Will you go first?
I usually went to put out fires.
But then I got afraid of flames.
I feel anxious if there's no water nearby.
I carry a few large bottles of water at all times.
I also have a trauma with fire.
Not just gas flames. I couldn't even light a candle.
I'm much better now.
But I still can't stand the color red.
My kimchi fridge was red,
and I couldn't breathe whenever I looked at it.
So I threw it away without my wife knowing.
Is your relationship with your wife okay?
She almost divorced me then.
For a while,
I had something called a flashback.
All of a sudden, I would see dead people.
I was shocked at first,
but I got better with treatment.
If anyone here has the same symptom,
don't worry too much.
Mr. Baek, don't you have similar symptoms?
It's not similar.
I see ghosts.
Ghosts of dead kids.
He just explained that they're called flashbacks.
Who are you to act like you know?
Oh, you two were at the scene of the same accident.
He put out the fire, you saved lives.
How are you these days?
I guess...
I'm much better, thanks to my doctor.
Sessions like this help too.
It's nice.
I'd like to hear your story now.
Say anything you like.
That day...
I went into the training center, but the door wouldn't open.
I managed to break the door and get in.
The dead kids were by the door.
There were...
no survivors.
Just forget about it.
It's sad, but what can you do?
It's something all firefighters experience.
What else can you do?
It's not like the kids will come back.
- Darn you! - Oh, no.
- Calm down. - It's your fault!
If you'd come quicker and put out the fire,
- they wouldn't have died! - Hit me more!
Try to calm down.
You scumbag!
Mr. Baek.
Calm down.
What's wrong with him?
Dr. In.
Dr. In!
Dong Hyuk. It's just the first day.
He'll gradually get better.
Don't you think not all traumas get better with time?
Yes, that's true, but...
A group session wasn't right from the start.
He's my patient.
I'll make my own decisions.
Okay. I should've been more careful.
I'm sorry.
I thought that if patients with similar occupations and traumas...
got together, treatment would be more efficient.
How can you always be so confident?
You always think you're right,
and you think you can do everything.
What's the matter? I said I was out of line.
- I'm sorry. - You feel superior.
Never in your life were you in someone else's shadow,
and you have that sense of entitlement.
Hello.
What?
Dr. Park had you fire Ms. Han Woo Joo?
Where is Ms. Han right now?
Will you please get up?
Why are you torturing me?
Mr. Deputy Director.
I was out of line last time.
Please, don't be so angry and give me another chance.
A lowly nobody dared to challenge you.
I regret that.
This is just insane.
I said it wasn't me.
Please, Mr. Deputy Director.
- Get up. - Just a moment.
What are you doing here?
He fired me, so I'm asking for forgiveness.
I said it wasn't me!
- Let's go. - Not before I get an answer.
- Wait, I... - Are you two dating?
You're dating, aren't you?
Yes, we are. So what?
(Special thanks to Kim Hye Eun.)
(Fix You)
Can't you love a normal person?
Do you think Woo Joo suits Dr. Lee?
Dozens of firefighters were there.
Why is it just you that's like this?
Can't someone be late?
Is that more important than your appointment?
I feel anxious.
Woo Joo sent me a photo of her harming herself.
You decided to date the borderline without that much resolve?
Do you really want to see me die?