♪The left bank lights♪
♪Are still faintly lit♪
♪The dream you mentioned♪
♪Is still bumpy♪
♪Don't know much about love when we were young♪
♪Don't have to be perfect♪
♪My heart is warm when you're with me♪
♪We talk and walk together♪
♪The moment I exchange stories with you♪
♪Watching you, waiting for you♪
♪Makes me happy too♪
♪How many people have come♪
♪How many people have left♪
♪Perhaps only by appreciating our love♪
♪Will it become silent and leave a mark♪
♪We once loved♪
=I Am The Years You Are The Stars=
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I
always wanted to be cured since I was a child.
I always thought that normal people
must have it good.
So I always believed that when I'm cured,
there will be countless good days waiting for me.
But when I grew up, I realized
even after being cured, you're still just a normal person.
You have to work and you have to date.
So I told myself,
being cured or not is no big deal.
In the end, I'm still just a normal person.
Still, sometimes,
I do envy normal people.
Me, too.
Jiang Baiju.
If you haven't dated before,
do you want to try dating me?
Like normal people do?
What?
♪The left bank lights♪
♪Are still faintly lit♪
You agreed! So fast!
♪The dream you mentioned♪
♪Is still bumpy♪
Did you learn how to scam people
from your master?
So old yet still so bad-mouthed!
Then let go of my hand,
the hand of a fraudulent girl!
You old man...
I'm sleepy.
♪My heart is warm when you're with me♪
Okay.
You're the one who's not letting go.
To this day,
I've never held the hands of a guy.
♪The moment I exchange stories with you♪
Jiang Baiju,
don't sleep here. You'll catch a cold.
Jiang Baiju,
answer my question!
I said
I wanted to date you.
Did you hear me?
Cover yourself, hurry up.
Master!
Why are you here?
I...
Where would I be other than the operation room?
I just saw
you with a man.
Where is he?
A man?
Do you mean Lin Nuoyan?
He's gone back.
Not Lin Nuoyan.
It's a handsome guy.
A handsome guy?
Alive or dead?
Stop playing dumb.
Why would I need to see a dead man?
I didn't see a live one,
but there is a dead one.
See for yourself.
Goodbye, Master!
Good health and good fortunes!
Bye! Bye!
I wanted to say this last time,
your Master is pretty handsome.
D-Do you think you're a zombie?
Your shoes...
Does Baiju
not exercise with you?
In Buwenzhong,
playing a ball game means playing basketball,
and golf is just business networking.
This is a generation gap.
And generation gap brings social death.
So don't ask me to play with you.
The secretary told me you play ball games,
but which type wasn't mentioned.
Say,
should I fire him?
Maybe you should.
Madame is here?
Madame, why did you come?
Don't blame your secretary.
It's not him who told me where you are.
I found out through William.
When I get back, I'm cutting ties with Dao Ruifeng.
Show me around, would you?
So this is the new hotel at your resort, right?
Yes.
Not bad at all.
I also saw a small garden just now.
Madame,
the small garden
doesn't belong in the golf field.
It is one of the venues of the Central Botanical Garden.
Normally,
it's just used for some small parties.
I thought
there were finally some changes to this place.
Madame,
did Young Master ask you to find me?
You're overthinking.
It was William.
Madame,
the one-week limit is not up yet,
I can't let him leave with you.
It's only a two-day difference.
Do this for me, please.
Yeah, Tu.
Please go easy on me.
I haven't slept well in days.
I have to go to a doctor once I go back.
If you haven't been sleeping well for days,
why didn't you tell me?
I'll take you to the doctor.
Calm down, my child.
Jiang Baiju found a new guardian.
In a few days, you'll have the time
to take your brother to the doctor.
Really?
By the way, Madame,
if you are looking for smaller venues,
what do you think about my garden back there?
That garden did seem nice,
but I passed by in a rush, so I didn't see it clearly just now.
That's simple.
Madame,
let's go.
Madame,
are you really here to fetch me?
I'm here to find a venue for the anniversary
and to pick you up.
So you're selling me again!
To the same person.
To have a price
means that you are valuable.
Qian Tu,
you're really a sweet child.
Careful, Madame.
Okay.
(Buwenzhong)
Xiaoyu,
before going in,
I need to tell you
an important thing.
We, the Dao Family,
have been the guardian of Master Jiang Baiju for 80 years.
You are the first one who is not from within the family.
So there are some things
I want to tell you beforehand.
Tonight between 11
and 1, during these two hours,
no matter what happens inside,
you cannot leave Young Master's side.
After the two-hour ritual,
you can
officially take over my job.
If I'm not wrong,
you must be
the shortest-serving guardian, right?
That would depend on how long you live.
Are you ready?
Yes.
I bid you good fortune.
She's in?
She's in.
Hurry up and pack.
There's going to be a ruckus later for sure.
What about these books?
They're too heavy.
Leave them.
If Young Master sees it,
he would know for sure
that we set the whole thing up.
That makes sense.
In terms of cunningness,
you are leagues ahead of me.
My grandma is senile for sure.
To let a little girl who is about to die
be a guardian,
it's clearly a ploy by my grandma.
My grandma is just using her as a tool.
And after she's dead,
I'll take up the duty again.
So tonight,
she's got a lesson to learn.
But Madame ordered her
to see the mutation
outside of the hibernation chamber.
If you let Young Master out now,
he at midnight is
nothing but a mindless monster.
If Madame knows about it,
we're both in big trouble.
And Young Master said before,
Jin Xiaoyu can suppress the mutation.
You probably won't scare her at all.
Come on, stop acting like that again.
Young Master knows Jin Xiaoyu can suppress the mutation,
but she doesn't know about it.
Can you not chicken out
before we even get results?
What if something happens to her?
What could happen to her?
Young Master already sold you
to Qian Tu for her!
But Madame...
Didn't my grandmother sell you a second time
because of the anniversary venue?
Your brother lacks intelligence,
and now you're here
playing brotherhood drama with me?
Alright already!
Hurry up and help with the cleaning!
Okay?
Jiang Baiju!
Jiang Baiju.
Where is he?
Jiang Baiju,
are you there?
Jiang Baiju.
Get away, get away!
Don't come near me!
Somebody help!
I can promise after tonight,
Jin Xiaoyu will not dare to stay at Buwenzhong.
I hope she'll quit after learning what she's facing with.
William, open the door!
William!
Jiang,
Jiang Baiju!
It's 11 o'clock. You should
go to bed according to the guideline.
I own the sanatorium,
so no one can order me
when to go to bed.
How did you get in
at this time?
My mother owns this place,
who would dare to stop me?
Mother.
I heard you're letting
an outsider take over
the role of the guardian?
Everyone at home is worried,
so I came to pay a visit on their behalf.
Are you worrying about me,
or about Young Master?
You're overthinking.
We're just worried about the money.
That's my son.
Love you.
Mother,
Young Master saw me grew up,
and I've been his guardian for 20 years.
Suddenly hearing you're letting an outsider do it,
in my heart,
I still feel reluctant about it.
Times have changed.
People have changed, too.
Kids nowadays
don't want to sacrifice themselves.
They don't want to repay, either.
So the Daos are becoming
more and more distant from Young Master.
Well,
if it was going to be an outsider anyway,
wouldn't it be better if it were Qian Cheng?
At least we know his background,
and he's loyal.
So you are here
to vouch for Qian Cheng.
I know, Qian Cheng is great.
That's why I don't want to let his life waste away.
Think about it.
William is our kid.
But Qian Cheng is the same, too.
We've watched over him as he grew up.
William wants
his freedom and dreams,
and Qian Cheng deserves it, too.
But the girl,
doesn't she deserve it?
Young Master taught me when I was a kid,
all life is equal.
We can't judge life's value by its length.
But I believe
compared to two healthy young men,
sacrificing a sick child like Jin Xiaoyu
is a good trade off.
Maybe I'm a selfish hag.
And maybe
I should go to hell for this.
But to protect Young Master and you guys,
I don't regret a thing.
On this,
William
is quite like you.
Enough,
when it comes to picking a guardian,
you can trust me on that.
Do you know?
Your grandpa,
on his deathbed,
told me to protect Young Master at all cost.
Okay.
I always thought
Young Master had some ancestral ties with your family.
Ancestral ties?
If that were the case,
I would for sure look more handsome now.
Has something happened to Jin Xiaoyu?
Why is it so quiet?
What? Are you worried about her?
I'm not worried that something would happen to her,
but I'm worried that Madame might get mad at me
if something happens to her.
My grandmother says
Jin Xiaoyu is destined for Young Master.
Hope it's a beautiful love story.
What if it's a horror story?
Then that means my grandmother is wrong!
If she's wrong,
then what does it have to do with us?
You are a sociopath!
Get me an appointment
next time you visit a shrink.
So you don't know about Young Master's origin, either?
After I became
Young Master's guardian,
my second uncle showed me these photos
and told me
all the passed-down tales.
Apparently in that war-torn era,
Young Master saved my great grandfather many times,
and died multiple times for it.
Ever since,
my great grandfather swore
that the Dao family for generations to come
will protect its savior.
But
where he came from,
where he's going,
what kind of creature he is,
I have no idea.
Why do you think
Jin Xiaoyu
can suppress Young Master's mutation?
According to my great grandfather,
they met at the Shenlong Snow Mountain.
There is a secluded village there.
Maybe that's where he was from.
The Dao family has been wandering for ages
looking for the method to suppress the mutation.
Since Jin Xiaoyu can suppress his mutation,
maybe she is from there, too.
The Snow Mountain?
Yeah.
My grandma told me
after they came back,
they once went to the Snow Mountain.
But it had been seventy something years,
the Snow Mountain looked
completely different.
So for so many years,
there has never been
any person other than Jin Xiaoyu
that could suppress the mutation?
According to my grandma,
no.
What if
the only person who can suppress the mutation
is killed by Young Master?
You're so melodramatic.
Jiang Baiju is my good friend,
my brother.
The life or death of others,
I can't care less.
Jiang Baiju.
♪When facing with time♪
(That's funny.)
♪We still can't break free♪
♪Walk away from each other without a word♪
♪It's probably our destiny♪
♪To fall for each other no matter what♪
You must've been through so much.
(I can't accompany anyone.)
(And you are the same.)
(To normal people,)
(we are abnormal beings.)
Even though you can come back to life,
it still hurts, right?
♪From getting too hurt♪
♪Who has been praying to God♪
So you know all about it now.
Not only do I know all about it,
I also got injured!
Pay my medicine bills.
Who let you in?
William?
I'll be upfront,
I'm your next guardian.
From now on,
let's get along.
You and Dao Xiuxiu...
So you and that silly girl
made a deal to live in Buwenzhong,
and also be my new guardian?
She sold me out because of her grandson!
Haven't you heard the saying,
between one's first love and grandson,
the first love never wins?
That woman...
So you went to the lab
just to take over the guardianship?
Yeah.
I think
William probably doesn't want this to go so smoothly,
so he unlocked your hibernation chamber.
He did it for Qian Cheng.
That's right.
That way whether I'm killed
or run away from fear,
Qian Cheng can then smoothly take over
the position as the guardian.
Why are your minions all so cruel?
Those two brats...
Don't change the topic.
You...
Does this happen to you every night?
But you will go back to normal
when I touch you.
If that's the case,
then that one time at the morgue,
that one time with the chandelier,
and that one time at the unfinished building,
you risked your life to save me
because I'm your painkiller,
right?
The effect is pretty average,
but the costs are huge.
So before meeting me,
you spent every night like this?
Since when?
Every night.
Every month.
Every year, every decade.
Every time I have a fit,
I can feel my blood vessels going rampant
and the scorching pain.
From November 31st, 1938,
I was tasked
to bring the blueprints to Southern Yunnan
to help build the airport there.
But halfway,
I encountered Japanese planes
and was shot down.
With my parachute
and the blueprints inside a tin case,
I fell into the deep valleys of the Shenlong Snow Mountain.
So aside from the midnight mutation,
you also have heart disease.
Whenever my emotions are running wild,
my heart hurts.
It doesn't matter if they're good feelings or bad ones?
No matter good or bad ones,
as long as my heart is pounding, it hurts.
No wonder you don't watch movies.
You remind me of something.
What?
You're suffering so much...
Yet I'm only getting paid 200 yuan per hour for overtime!
I can't accept this. I want a raise!
Do you not have a heart?
Don't you want to know
why you can suppress my mutation?
I don't!
If you knew, you would've told me already.
The fact that you didn't
means you don't know, either.
Right?
So?
What happened afterwards?
Afterwards...
What a miracle!
Who are you? Where am I?
Kid,
I also want to ask you that question.
You fell from the sky,
and into the village of our Bai family.
You're still alive.
You're so lucky!
Here,
have a drink.
Slowly, slowly!
How are you feeling? Better?
Slowly.
Thank you for saving my life.
I guess you're a soldier fighting for the country.
Get on this horse
and find your comrades.
This is not where you should be.
Here, take this.
Go!
I have to bring the documents back.
I have to.
(The Japanese worried I might make it out alive.)
(So they bombed the mountain pass,)
(triggering an avalanche.)
(The snowy sacred place I've only seen once)
(disappeared in a second.)
Go!
Get on!
Go!
After I left the Snow Mountain,
I saved the ancestor of the Dao family,
Dao Xiuxiu's father.
So,
because you saved them,
they became your guardian.
But now you're in my hands!
Don't talk like
you are a human trafficker.
I'm the one who can decide whether you can be the guardian or not.
Old man, let me tell you.
I'm not only your guardian,
but also your one and only painkiller.
Painkiller.
You're a painkiller
with just less than a year to live!
One year to me
is a blink of an eye, a shutter.
I lived for 100 years,
travelled all across the world,
and found zero clues.
You think this one year,
less than one year,
could make a difference?
Well, you said it yourself!
If one year to you
is just a blink of an eye,
then why not
use this year
to find some clues with me?
You won't lose much, right?
What? You don't dare?
Because you're afraid
of feeling defeated,
and of falling into despair again, right?
Yes.
I'm afraid.
I'm afraid it will amount to nothing.
I'm afraid it remains just a foolish hope.
You are able to die and move on.
You wouldn't have any burden,
but I have to
keep living forever and ever.
Alone.
Jiang Bai...
Jiang Baiju!
Let's figure it out together!
There is nothing we can do.
What do you mean there's nothing we can do?
If we dissect you,
see the insides of your body, maybe...
I know,
the special medicine you've been trying to find
must have something to do with your illness.
Right?
You don't want me in,
because you're afraid I'll get hurt,
right?
What are you doing?
I told you the stories
and satisfied your curiosity.
Go home and spend time with your family!
What I'm looking for
isn't going to turn up in a few days or months.
But many years!
How many times have I told you!
Jiang Baiju!
Oppa!
Oh no! It's silent in there.
She's dead for sure.
Even if Jin Xiaoyu is silent, it doesn't mean Young Master should be silent, too.
What if the both of them...
Cut it out!
Uncle, Uncle.
Old man, bring me along.
Just give it a try, I won't be a drag on you.
You are too weak.
I can't bring you along.
How am I weak? I'm even not afraid of death.
Bring me along!
Stop speaking nonsense,
let me go first.
No, I won't!
If you go on like this, I'll yell!
- Go ahead. - I'll yell at you.
Let go!
Let go of me!
- I won't! - Young Master!
Are you okay, Young Master?
Get the key card!
Go, go!
Let go!
I won't!
I was your guardian last night.
If you don't say yes,
I'll be your super close bodyguard!
- Get your hands off. - I'm telling you.
I don't know what Qian Cheng would say
if he sees this.
But I'm sure if William sees this,
he would definitely say,
"the forbidden affair between my great grandfather and a young girl."
You!
Are you scared now?
Let go of me! You're being a brat!
So what?
You...
Fine! I'm saying yes!
Are you happy with it now?
Yes to what?
Searching for the clues!
Okay!
Young Master!
Young Master, are you okay?
Jin Xiaoyu,
you're fine!
I am fine.
But you are not.
My, my card!
Uncle...
Grandma...
Kiddo,
this time even I can't help you out.
I...
Grandma, stop cutting, I...
I was wrong, I...
My, my card!
I...
Granny!
Please don't, please don't!
I was wrong, please stop cutting.
No more, no more!
You're stalking me.
You're an easy man to find, after all.
So?
Do you work in travel development
or perverted stalking?
Whatever.
Oh, right.
Hold onto this.
At the front entrance of the hospital
is a convenience store.
The owner set up a camera
to prevent theft.
See if there's something useful.
You went through all the surveillance footage
of the downtown village?
I guess letting Qian Cheng
take a "vacation" with you really pays off.
Jiang Baiju,
to use your friend as a bargaining chip
isn't that a bit shameful?
For someone who's actively enjoying the brotherhood
to be criticizing me,
that's even more shameful.
By the way,
that surveillance system is all new.
They seem to know
that you will come to them.
So they're waiting for me.
Can you take it more seriously?
We're not facing up against
petty paparazzi this time.
Be careful.
I wish they can kill me.
Thanks for worrying.
Take good care of it.
You really have poor taste.
Careful.
Hello?
Tu.
It's done?
I'll talk about it when William is back.
Okay, fine then.
I'll go find you right now.
Looks like your vacation
will become longer.
(Organ Donation)
Look.
I've rearranged the columns for you.
It looks better this way.
Thank you so much.
I only wanted you to
help with the pictures.
I can't believe you reorganized
the entire site for us.
No need for pleasantries.
There are really few customers on Mondays.
No wonder you asked me to come today.
You just want to skip work.
I've done everything I'm supposed to do,
without shirking my job.
By the way,
do you want anything else to drink?
I'll treat you to another one.
I want something special.
If you want to have congee…
I want to make some coffee myself today.
Jiang Baiju, what are you doing here?
I can't believe I bumped into you while buying flowers.
Talk about my bad luck.
What? You look like
you want to pick a fight.
Is your boyfriend cheating on you?
Look!
That's the donor's family.
Sitting next to him is Temper.
Temper?
Her last name is Tan?
Yes!
I see.
She's the doctoral student you told me about
who was looking for the donor, right?
And now she has found the donor's family.
Exactly.
That's why I'm so pissed off.
She was all over Quanzhan in the past a few days,
making him think he'd finally have a girlfriend.
And then she
dumped him before he knew it.
I bet she got
the information from Zhang Quanzhan.
That sneaky chick.
I'm going to take her down!
Calm yourself, will you?
How am I supposed to be calm?
She broke the rules
and found the donor's family.
The barista sitting next to her
was the heart donor's fiance.
How did she find Fu Liang?
The dead's information comes along
with the corpse delivered to the funeral home, right?
I didn't even think about that!
You work there,
yet you overlooked the most obvious detail.
So how did you know that?
I've been through it.
I'm so stupid.
Our funeral home is the only one in the city.
When Cai Miao's body
was delivered to us,
we made a note of her time of death.
And then we handed over
the body to the funeral home.
It'd be very easy for her to pinpoint
the donor based on such information.
True.
With the help of Internet nowadays,
you can look up almost everything.
I can't just let it be.
I have to talk to her.
Here's what I'm thinking.
She
just had a heart transplant.
And you
are dying.
If you guys fight,
who has better chance to win?
Jiang Baiju,
do you have a heart?
Then do you have a brain?
So you are going to pick up a fight with her
and then expose this...
what do you call her, a "tramp",
of the donor's fiance?
Yes.
First of all,
you don't have any proof
that she went to the funeral home
and stole the dead's information.
Second of all, your accusation
will embarrass
that barista more
than the "tramp".
Look.
They get along so well.
I'm sure the barista doesn't know who she is.
Do you really think it's appropriate
for you to confront her
and reveal the truth like that?
Then what do I do?
She's disturbing the donor's fiance's life.
We'll figure out something later.
Let's go.
I…
Come on. Let's go.
Hold on! Wait! Wait a sec!
(Under the stars)
It looks nice.
You are quite gifted.
Have a taste.
We had a deal.
You have to finish what you make.
Don't waste it.
Taste it. Just take a sip, okay?
It tastes good.
Really?
Let me try.
It tastes horrible!
It's so bitter. You liar.
It's called "going through the bitterness together."
It's okay.
I'll come here often in the future.
And if you teach me, I'll pick it up soon enough.
After tasting your coffee,
I'm going to leave this city
and start a new career.
Is it really that bad?
Just kidding.
But
I really am going to leave this city.
It could be
my last time drinking
a horrible cup of coffee like this.
Why are you leaving?
Actually,
I stayed here only for therapy.
Something happened to me
and I've been seeing a psychologist.
The psychologist told me that I should
take some time and forget what happened.
I think now it's time for me
to start a new life.
Do you have to leave here
to start a new life
and forget about your past?
I will try my best to forget about my past.
Why?
None of the memories is good?
It's because they are too good,
so I have to get over them.
Otherwise,
I'll be trapped
in those good memories for the rest of my life.
What if
you can have a future
that's just as lovely as before?
I'll let the future run its course.
But I do hope I'll have
a brand-new future.
Are you sure you are my real brother?
Hey,
isn't your reaction a little over the top?
Let me tell you the truth.
I'm the biological son.
You
are adopted.
Nonsense.
You are no longer easy to be fooled.
You used to believe everything I told you.
And now you've grown up.
You become so boring.
Tu,
you said that the camera was newly installed on the abandoned building,
and that means they knew
Young Master would be there.
But I don't think so.
If Young Master was their target,
they wouldn't have just put two men there.
Why are you so sure that they were going to catch him?
Maybe they just wanted to observe him.
Think about it.
Their target was Young Master,
but they didn't ambush and catch him.
Were they planning to watch how Young Master comes back to life?
That doesn't make sense.
How would they know about Young Master's special ability?
Wait a sec!
We made a last-minute decision that day about going there,
but Jin Xiaoyu didn't.
She had an appointment
with that doctor named Zhao Shan.
It could be so.
Young Master just showed up there by accident.
I knew that Jin Xiaoyu was trouble.
Young Master was caught
on camera this time because of her.
Who knows what kind of trouble
she'll get him into next time?
Qian Cheng,
do you know what a guardian's responsibility is?
To protect Young Master from being hurt.
Let me
tell you something about life.
To a gentleman,
girls will never cause him trouble.
They consider it
a sweet burden.
Got it?
Tu,
why don't we play a game from our childhood?
Sure.
Pick anything you want.
Let's do last-to-talk challenge.
Whoever talks first loses.
Just drink your water,
you little punk.
Shall we give her a call?
What if she's not available?
In that case,
we can ask around and find out
more information about her.
You want to pressure her in this way?
Yes.
This is the only way.
We don't have other choice.
Alright.
(Mu City University of Science and Technology) (Girls' Dorm Building No.3)
Tan Yueran has been staying outside recently.
Postgraduates are different from undergraduates.
Undergraduates
are not allowed to stay outside.
But postgraduates are.
As for doctoral students,
a lot of them don't even stay in the dorms.
How long has Tan Yueran been staying outside?
With her special condition,
she applied to move out
for her surgery.
After the surgery,
she came back a couple of times,
but didn't stay long.
We should've called first.
No.
We had to come in person to confront her.
If we called first,
she'd run away.
And we can neither call the police
nor let Fu Liang find out.
Why do you think she approached Fu Liang?
She wants to replace Cai Miao?
It's normal for a recipient like her
to suffer from some mental problem.
It would even take you several days
to accommodate to your new hairstyle,
let alone she has a new heart.
Recipients like her
tend to be nervous,
sensitive,
or even have nightmares.
It's all normal.
Excuse me!
Could you come here for a sec?
- You are talking to me? - Yes.
Her room is
right across of the hallway of Tan Yueran's.
You two can ask her.
Hi.
I'm Cheng Weilan, a doctor of the Second Hospital.
Hi.
I'm Jin Xiaoyu of the Organ Donors Association.
Why don't you call her if you wanna talk to her?
We want to meet her in person.
Don't worry.
We are both girls.
We won't do any harm to her.
You two don't look like bad people.
She's in trouble, isn't she?
Why are you so sure that she's in trouble?
With her behavior,
she'll get herself in trouble sooner or later.
Yeah.
I just did laundry.
I'll go sleep after folding them.
Don't worry, Mom.
Okay.
Mom, I have to go now.
I'm going to sleep.
Bye.
Could you lower your voice?
Or talk on the phone in your room?
You woke me up.
I'm sorry.
It won't happen again.
I'm sorry to disturb you, too.
It's not that I'm bad mouthing her.
Maybe she had heart disease,
so she was quiet with whatever she did.
Besides,
she looked so pale
and she had bluish lips.
If you bump into her in the dark,
you might just get scared to death.
You're so sure she'll get into trouble.
Then what kind of trouble do you think?
How do I put this?
Although I major in Computer Science,
something
just can't be explained by science.
♪For a moment, it's like a long time ago♪
♪The wind blows your clothes, framing the scene♪
♪I don't recognize your delicate face♪
♪You're still young and my hair is still long♪
♪Who can tell if the dream is an obsession or a lie?♪
♪If it's still there after so long, it'll come true♪
♪If we part in this life, we'll meet again one day♪
♪But I don't know what year it is♪
♪I'm too sensitive by nature♪
♪I hide my anxiety, so you won't see through it♪
♪If you're hiding it on purpose♪
♪Why should I try?♪
♪It's hard to deal with a neither-right-nor-wrong answer♪
♪Memories are fading away♪
♪Only a sense of vision leaves in my mind♪
♪I've been walking slowly♪
♪But you're not catching up♪
♪I'm just afraid that the road ahead is not far enough♪
♪And I'll finish it soon♪